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Tuesday, November 16, 2004


Sunday, November 07, 2004

hi there. another entrY for my xanga...i just wanna let you know sum things.. and some reasons that im thankful for.. and i thank God for all these things. these are for you Lord..

1. thankfuL ako kse he gave me sUch a wonderfuL.. i mean one whole week full of fUn here in naga. this is such a very meningfuL sembreak for me.

2. i thank him for my highschool friends. by hyscul barkada!!! how i loved talking to them and stuf.. love ko tlaga cLa! they were all attentive to my stories and i hoped i never have to leave this place. im so sad.

3. i thanK Him for the nice sunday service a while agO. it was all about temptation and i was blessed and i felt really good.

4. i thank god for providing me with enough "rest".. that is all i need kasi eh.

5. thank god for all the problems im facing. i know he's just testing me. and im glad cuz hes there by my side. he is so good! he is my crying shoulder. i lOve HIm!

6. thank God for preparing me for the second sem. i kNow he'd be there for me, i know it! and i thank him for the assurance.. i just lift it all up to you father.. this is all about you.. not myself.. not my loved ones. but you.. only to you.

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again


Friday, November 05, 2004

hey everyOne. today's really a cool daY for me. i met herZL.. one of my bestfriends way back hyscuL. grabeh! todo ganda nia. crUzh q tlga sha. hehesh. gurlashun shang sobwah. hehe. pero nde paren maaliz pag ka boyish. parang ako. hhe jOwk. aYUn. todo kwentUhan po kme sa haUz nila. inggit me,045.gif gnda ng uniform niLa. cute nia galing sha sa scuL. grabeh. touched akO kse nsa wallet nia pic nmen magbabarkadah,, iba parin tlga alIndog ng hyscuL frenz no sobrah.. hastyg! d ko tLga ipagpapalit khet saang bgaY man d2 sa earth. the best cLa eh.. hai nakU.. taPoz. nag practice p kme sa church kse ako po tutugtog ng drUmz this cuming sunday. 1st tym ko~!!!!!!! [[claps hands]].. 073.jpgits really great.. tlgah!! haYun. hope maging maayuz nman ang patutunguhan ng future coh. lam niO. excited aKo kse tomorrow. alumni sa science high. omigosh.. grabeh.. tiL gabi na yuN. may sayawan nga raw eh. hehe.. wish ko lahn. pero wutz important eh Im gonna see my friends and all of my batchmates..  anO kea nag-aantay for me noh? and samin lhat, un lang. im really happy. ika nga ng bestfriend ko.. "itz nice to be ALIVE!!!!" i also bought myself a new white belt.. pareh.. ganda.. gustong gs2 coh. hehe          

 


Monday, November 01, 2004

 

 

Album

: Ocean Avenue

Submitted by

: punkrocker_69

Corrected by

: morgan

 

You called me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
 
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening 
Now can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is
 
I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
 
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
 
I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
 
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
 
I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay
 

 

In the end, it is still best to wait for the one we want rather than settle for what is available. It is still best to wait for the one you love rather than settle for the one who is around. It is still best to wait for the right person because life is too short to waste on the wrong one..

 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO WHEN YOU'RE
DEPRESSED?
i luv to listen to rawk muzic. cuz i feel super kewL tlaga whenever im sad and i do that kind of thing...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO NAME YOUR
FUTURE CHILD? chesca.. or samantha.. or tuesday.. or wednesday.....

WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?
the dark. danger.. creepy objects... scary stuffs,,, and all.. harhar!!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
really depressing things like when i have no money, i cry. when my friend cries, i cry.. when sumbody dies.. i cry of course, when sumbody is a fool of himself, i cry too much!


WHAT'S YOUR MIDNIGHT SNACK?
tinapay lang at royal ayuz na. hehe, mnsan balot. wahehesh üüü

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL
MARRIAGES?
really disgusting..

Visit dreamsxdiexsilent's Xanga Site!WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE?
God,,

DESCRIBE YOUR MOM.
she's really loves me like nobody else does!

MOST MEANINGFUL THING SAID TO YOU?
love yah!--> so meaningful tlaga noh? hehesh

NUMBER OF OVERNIGHTS YOU'VE GONE
TO?
three!

BEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED?
surprised party from my hyscuL kadaz when i was in fourth year high school! happiest birthday celebration ko un!

SHOW THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH.
yes yes show!

YOUR WISH WHEN YOU LAST BLEW A
BIRTHDAY CANDLe?
uhm. just to be happy with my life.. and my journey,, sob.. ***sob***

CLOSE YOUR EYES FOR A FEW SECONDS.
WHAT DID YOU SEE?
something black...

DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED
CLOTHES?
sumtyms.. when its really worth it!

DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S
FRIENDSTER
ay..... nde!

DO YOU FOLLOW FASHION TRENDS?
kind of.. but i still dig to what suits me better.

HAVE YOU EVER RAN AWAY?
nope.. sa dreams ko lang.. totoo.. nde nga lang run away eh.. fly away pa!

HAVE YOU EVER LITERALLY BEEN A
SHOULDER TO CRY ON?
alwayz.. totoo,,and i definitely love the feeling!

HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED
sOMEONE? FOR HOW LONG?
yez.. one whole semester! ngaun ngaun lang. hehe. im really good

HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTIC
DATE?
not yet

Visit allbrokeninside's Xanga Site!HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LETTER?
yep... from everybody else.. its nice to receive letters.. i love letters!

HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN A LOVE
LETTER?
hmm.. i actually write love letters to my friends..

DO YOU THINK YOU'LL EVER GET
CANCER?
maYbe... i think so... pero sana wag. masagwa eh!

IF YOU DO GET CANCER AND HAVE ABOUT
A MONTH TO LIVE, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
id cry,  then id laugh at myself.. ako kasi eh pasaway. yan tuloi nkakuha ng sakit.. tapoz kiz ko lahat ng mahal ko sa buhay!

IF YOU COULD SPEND A WEEK
ANYWHERE,
WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
sa isang island.. far far away lahn!

IF YOU WROTE A BOOK, WHAT WOULD IT
BE
ABOUT?
about a star trying to find another star,,

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PAST?
all are sweet memories... awww.

WHERE DO YOU USUALLY GO SHOPPING?
sa mall.. actually anywhere.. pero mas msaya pag ako lang mag isa pra la storbohh

HOW MUCH DID YOU SPEND YESTERDAY?
i havent bought anything khapon eh, d2 lahn tambay

HOW MANY OF YOUR CLOSE RELATIVES
ARE LIVING ABROAD? WHERE?
hmmm.. dami po cLa eh. sa states poh..

DO YOU SPEAK OTHER LANGUAGES
hmmm... i speak in tongues! joke lan. hehe

DO YOU THINK YOU LOOK GOOD?
hehe,, ioNow...

WHAT'S UR IDEAL BOY/GIRL?
sumone who fears God.. sum1 nice, kind, caring, and loving, ayuz na!& faithful

Latest realization mo??
dami rin palang reasons to be hapy

Plans mo sa life mo?
bztah. az of now. gs2 q lang tlgan mka-uNo diz sem

Dpt gwin pg nalulungkot??
umutot! jowk.. ahihi

Pinakamahal na gift na nabigay mo???
poor lahn ako.. cguro.. pagmamahal nalang. wahehe ang corny!!

Motto mo about LOVE???
is like a rosary thats really full of mysteries

Pinaka-matnding kalokohang ngawa mo sa
school?
nag-cut...,, saka nanggaya ng signature ng principal mkalabas lahn ng gate! hehe joke lahn yan ha!

pero nag cut na tlaga ko .. bad! gurl!

Gsto mong itawag sayo kung ikaw ang
masusunod????
bLey.. un lang pow

Isang bagay na hinding hindi mo
tatanggihan???
bagong cellfone!!! wahehesh

Masayang libangan kapag umuulan???
hmm.. kumanta ng song about sa rain, u kNoe.. sumtin like dat,, masaya un! feel na feel ang rain!

Isang bagay na pinag iipunan mo nang
husto???
wLa.. bztah maka-ipOn lahn , para mei Money panggala,, hehe,, cguro money for my burtdei

Gagawin mo sa susunod mong birthday???
party cguroh.. wizh ko matuloi. kahet simpleng handaan ayuz nah!

Hndi mo makayanan o matagalan na wala??
ha? an lavOh. hehesh

gusto mong isigaw ngayon, as in now na!??
graveh! masaya ata acoh! dunnow why! miz mah frenz nah!!!!!!!!!

lam nio. thiz day is really terrible. im here at naga nOw eh. bakasyOn ba. itz 5 am in the morning ang kakagising ko lang. lam nio wat tym ako natulog kgabi?? 4pm! so, mga thirteen hours lang nman me natutulog. kea eyon pOw.. ganda ng vcation co noh.. hehe... wla me iba gnwa kundi matuLog lang. i h8 mYself for dat, ei wait. i was so happy cUz yesterdei.. b4 i fall to sleep. i talked over the fone with wadee... my bestfriend.. az in bestest bestest friend tlga! lam nio un. luv ko sha tlga! muah! miz u gurL. mimeet co sha nOw eh. prOmiz.. dUn kme cguro mag spend ng day sa hauz nia.. yez.. cant wait tlga noh. ahihiz. cant w8 n mkipagdaldalan s kNya, üüü yun lahn. i miss naga todo!!! sana payagan me may alUmni sa sunday.. sabay may ball raw pag gabi.. ahihiz. wizh q lahn.. gwabe andUn raw batch nila alzona!! hehe way to go!!!!


Wednesday, October 27, 2004

I have a friend. I call him fLintz. And he’z a really great guY. But his name is romain. I juzt want to thank him for being such a great paL. U Knoe people. He’z one good reason why I wanna wear a smile on my face with each day of my life. He’s simple. I thought all the stuffs goin on were fake. Just then yesterday it proved me wrong. He was for real. He is really something special for me. What I nice friend I have in him. I just realized how extraordinary this person truly is. Nobody could ever replace his place inside my heart. I just cant compare him with anybody else in this planet. I cant handle all the confusions……but upon thinking of him, relieves me from the pain. Thankz dude. You might not, I mean, in no way know the things that are running nsYd my head,…. And how depressed I am, I might not be able to talk to you and tell you how bad I have been feeling lately about myself. Sorry im not so vocal about it. But I wanna thank u. thankz tlaga fLintz!!! Thanks for crying with me and laughing with me.

 

Im kind of worried. My friend doesn’t have the money yet and it bothers me a lot, im afraid our barkada might be separated for this coming second semester. This is a terrible problem. half of my friends decided to pay tomorrow, for the enrollment. They have no choice. If my friend doesn’t get the money right away, then I and mitch have to sacrifice for the good schedule we oughtta have. We should stay at presh’ side, and never leave her. But it’s okay at least I still have my best buddies with me. But I know for a fact that it would still feel better continuing second sem with my whole tropa. Thiz must be really sad. Life’s always like this at trinity. Come finals, that’s the time you get close with the rest of your classmates. It’s an awful feeling to move on again and again. We always see different people every semester. We try our best to be friendly, thinking that were gonna work together, I mean study together within five friggin’ months. It’s always tiring. I never experienced belonging to a blocked section. I wish we do belong to that kind of system but trinity would never understand that. I wish we’re a solid group come graduation day. Hehehe… anyways, It just feels sad cUz im gonna miss my classmates last sem. U know, we can never be classmates again. Well, good luck to us. It feels bad when somebody is missing. L here we are again, not at all knowing what would happen next. The situation just makes me feel stoop!



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